Word and Deed

 Ananas came to our house on Sunday, as he faithfully always does.  He brings us eggs and bananas.  We pay him far more than they are worth, but we appreciate having these things on hand and he needs the money.  Ananas is one of the “old guard.” As different workers have come and gone the local ‘family’ has also grown or shrunk with them.  A few of the old guard— the legacy of workers long past—remain part of the family until today.  A greater number have gone their own way.  And a few, like Ananas, linger on the fringes.  Neither part of the family, yet neither wholly alienated from it either.  Why is it like this?  I think a recent incident gives some insight.  Ananas came for a visit and shared a story with me.

Bananas from Ananas

“The shop owner was so angry,” he said.  “He caught her putting a dress into her bag.  ‘What do you think you’re doing?  Are you a thief?  You walk around here stealing things from shops.’ He had grabbed her arm and was shouting at her.  But I told him to calm down.  It would be okay.  People shouldn’t act that way.  People are poor.  They can’t always afford to buy things.  I told the woman to come with me.  The shop keeper yelled at me, ‘Hey what do you think you’re doing.  She needs to pay for that.’  So I took out some money and I paid for it.”

It should be mentioned that Ananas is not a rich man.  This was a beautiful act of generosity on his part.  His story continued.

“I took her over to my stall and had her sit down in my chair.  I told her she could just sit there for a while and calm down. She was crying.  She said thank you again and again.  I told her it was okay, that people shouldn’t do things like that.  Shopkeepers are rich men, they don’t need to treat a poor lady like that.”

I was moved by his act of kindness.  What an opportunity for him to share the good news! I asked him, “Did you tell her why you helped her?”

“No,” he replied.  “I just did it.  I didn’t say anything.”

Perhaps I’m being too hard on him, but it seems like an opportunity missed.  Islanders believe in good deeds—especially in this “holy month”—because they believe it gets you faida: good points on judgment day, blessings, good karma.  You might call it “heavenly money.”  “That woman probably left thinking Ananas did it for the heavenly money, never knowing that he may have had a better reason all along.  

Visiting a newborn

I feel this story shows some of the wavering we see in Ananas.  He is both bold and timid.  Courageous and fearful.  Open and yet closed.  Obedient and yet disobedient.  Sometimes I think Ananas is “trying to have his cake and eat it too.”  He seems eager for his neighbors to see him as a good member of the community.  He seems happy for people to think he is doing his deeds for faida.  But he also wants to be welcomed among the family.  But most of the family does not accept him.  They see him as two-faced.  Untrustworthy.   I know a famous saint once said, “Share the good news and if necessary use words.”  This seems like one of those times when words were necessary.  The longer we live here, the more we find, words are almost always necessary, as our good deeds are almost always misinterpreted as just people looking for faida.  

We aren’t looking for faida.  We don’t need faida. We want to show the love of the one who loves us first.  We want it to be more about Him and less about us.  Obedience means being willing to speak up.  

PRAYERS ANSWERED
We were able to have Muki and Mtsa’s family over for a breaking of the fast meal last night. Unfortunately Mtsa wasn’t able to come because the person relieving him at work never showed up. Still we were able to have some good conversation with his wife, and Tom and Muki were able to deliver food to him at work. The chikungunya epidemic seems to be calming down— with the news being about people recovering instead of new people getting sick. Our daughter is doing better. Thanks for praying. The men’s gathering was short as men were tired and had things to do, but there was still some good conversation— we’re hopeful that the regular monthly connection will eventually lead to deeper relationship. Hashiri agreed to go to the doctor (something Megan has been pushing) if Megan went with her— so they went last week and got some answers about Hashiri’s ongoing health issues.  Hashiri also applied for a job this week (something else Megan has been encouraging her in). 

PPRAYERS REQUESTED
It is the final week of the month of fasting with the big holiday likely to be on Saturday (some people say it could be Friday, but we won’t know until the new moon is sighted the evening before). We often see and interact with lots of people on the holiday, pray that we could opportunities to be witnesses of the good news in both word and deed!  The fuel shortage has continued and we have several friends who have been struggling to find fuel for cooking, but thankfully a ship with more is supposed to arrive tomorrow on the big island. Pray that this shipment would not be hoarded by a few, but would be well distributed so that everyone can get what they need. Pray for our daughter as the upperclassmen split up and go on multi-day field trips— pray that she stays healthy on the trip and can still get the rest she needs with her health condition. Pray for wisdom about celebrating Easter this year— there are some obstacles to a big gathering, so pray that it would be clear how to proceed. Clove Island has added a extra step for getting our visas, pray that we could get our visas renewed this week before the holiday (as they expire soon).