I get frustrated with Muki. One day, it seems like he is finally understanding what he is reading, that it is penetrating that heart of his, and then the next day, he comes back with something that shows he has not understood at all. Or perhaps whatever it was that was getting inside his heart has gotten pushed out again. One day he talks like we have the same king, the next day he talks like we follow very different masters. It has gone on and on like this for a year now. Glimmers of hope followed by moments of disappointment. It has been painfully slow.
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Back to the river after fasting month |
The month of fasting had me wondering. We hardly studied at all during the month of fasting. Could it be because he knew there would be no coffee and snacks for him? Perhaps… At the same time, the month of fasting is so disruptive to routines, everyone is tired all the time, either buying or selling, cooking or sleeping—I don’t know that I can blame them for not feeling up to studying. It is one of the many things we don’t like about the month of fasting.
Last week, with the end of the month of fasting, Muki came over for his coffee and his snack and to study. We had been reading the stories of Moses, so we picked up where we had left off. A staff became a snake. The court magicians did the same by their magic, but Aaron’s staff swallowed up the other snakes. It’s a good story—but that could not explain Muki’s joy at reading it. His whole face lit up. He raved about how this story was so wise, and there was so much for us to gain from it—but that too did not really explain where his joy was coming from. But I knew. It was the joy of a soul that had been starved for an entire month—feasting on the nourishment it longed for. “As a deer pants for the water, so my soul longs for you.” Muki certainly loves his coffee and snacks, but there was no doubt that he loves to study as well.
The next day, a funny thing happened. As we were talking about life and politics before our study time, he said to me, “So, there’s Africa…and there’s Europe…and America…America is part of Europe, right?” I got out a globe—it’s really just a ball with a map of the world on it, but it shows the continents. I pointed out to him the different continents—Africa, Europe, Asia, North and South America—“So there’s 2 Americas?” he said to me.
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Celebrating our 15 year old! |
It was a reminder to me. I get frustrated with how slowly he understands. I lose patience with him. How can he seem to understand the good news one day, and then the next day say just the opposite? But here is a man whose world has been quite small. He has no sense of the world outside his islands. Before meeting us, he had probably never met a foreigner—certainly no one who could speak his language and explain to him the things of light and truth and love. Is it any surprise that it’s going to take a while for him to learn and understand these things?
PRAYERS ANSWERED
So glad to have our older kids with us. We had a wonderful time celebrating our son’s birthday and then, later in the week making a trip to our favorite waterfall. We are thankful to see that people who were studying before the month of fasting are willing to come back and start studying again. We’re thankful that Bako is feeling better. Women’s gathering this week and we made a plan to celebrate the holiday all together coming up in two weeks.
PRAYERS REQUESTED
Pray for our family time together, that we would balance work and community and fun well. Pray for Mtsa who is having money troubles. He has a number of debts that he needs to pay and doesn’t know how he will pay for them. Pray for Muki, that his love for studying would result in actions of obedience. A friend of one of our colleagues has been coming around asking Megan lots of questions. Pray that Megan could guide her towards life. Pray for our daughter’s healing from her rheumatoid arthritis.