Starting Again

Setting up newcomer's house

As we walk down the main street, we’re pointing out shops and landmarks. We come up to a few women sitting on the side of the road, so we quickly say our greetings and then take a few steps away, letting our newcomers try out their few simple phrases in the local language. We can’t help smiling at the enthusiastic response they get from islanders, even as we know that our newcomers can’t understand a bit of it.

Our new teammates are grown mature adults, but in this culture they are a lot like young children.  Life is a mix of excitement and difficulty. Everything is new and so much is unknown. There is so much to adjust to and so much to learn, But they can’t learn it all at once, even if they want to. They will need lots of help.  Everything will need to be repeated again and again.  They can’t handle too much.  They can only digest one piece of information at a time.  They have to be patient.  They have to work hard.  But they also need to know that they are safe and to be encouraged and no matter how independent they may want to be, they are going to need some hand holding.  

In the same way that our new teammates are starting something new, for us we are starting again.   
It means going back to basics.  It means returning to the fundamentals of who we are, what we do, and why we do it.  In a way, it’s a lot like becoming parents—again.

As parents, our kids are getting big now.  The youngest is eight and we see how much they have grown in independence and ability.  They genuinely help out around the house.  They can be sent on errands.  We still love them, and help them grow, but they do not require near as much attention as they once did.  We’ve been feeling that way as team leaders too—our teammates are all grown up, independent, self-sufficient.  We lean on them now as much as they lean on us.  Our last new teammates arrived over three years ago, the batch of teammates before that was over seven years ago.  

Learning to wear traditional wraps

But now we have new teammates again. As team leaders it is our privilege and challenge to guide our new teammates through the process of growing up in island culture and language. It seems so long ago that we had to help people with this initial adaptation. The experience and knowledge is all back there somewhere, but there’s a lot that has been forgotten. We have to re-remember the steps we went through. What did we teach? What order did we go in? What rules did we have?

Thankfully we still have some of our notes and we also have the strength of our veteran team members!  We’re not doing it alone and can benefit from their memories and experiences as well.  Our teammates help out, pick up the slack, and often do things better than we could have done it.  What a joy to be able to work together with them to welcome new people together.

New people, just like a new child, are an investment.  They will need help and it will take time for them to find their way.  But at the same time, this is an investment with some immediate benefits. We have two new wonderful women with whom we get to interact and study.  We get to reignite our passion and vision for the islands by sharing it and teaching about it. Plus there is the wonder they have for the islands and islanders around them—as they experience island culture for the first time,  we  smile and remember how much we love the islands and islanders too.

PRAYERS ANSWERED
Our two new teammates got their negative COVID tests, made it safely to the islands and had no trouble at immigration/customs! Unfortunately the same-day connection to Clove Island didn’t work out, but our teammates and colleagues worked quickly and were able to organize their stay on the big island for a night. Now they are safely settled into our house and partway through their orientation time! We feel very blessed to have them and can already see the wonderful asset to the team they will be. We are feeling all better from our run-in with COVID! On the small island at least, it seems the COVID surge is fading away— we hope and pray that the other two islands will follow that trend.

Our now bigger team!

PRAYERS REQUESTED
Please pray for our two new teammates as they get used to the climate, culture and language of the islands. Pray that our team will adapt well to welcoming and supporting them. This whole week will be full of orientation and then they will move into their own home. Pray for good transitions and that everyone will continue to be healthy. Pray for us as we go into the season of Lent that we would be drawn more into God’s heart and plan for us and the islands. Pray for our team and various colleagues as we have opportunities to pray for the sick and grieving. May we see great moments of power, healing and truth. Pray for all kids on the islands while all the island schools are closed (with no online schooling), they have little to do. Pray also for all the island teachers who aren’t necessarily getting paychecks and are struggling to get by.

New Purchase Expectations

Curtain shopping

You know that feeling you get with a new purchase—taking it out of the box for the first time, it’s pristine, and perfect, just what you wanted and you know that you can expect it to work and to work well.  That’s the point in getting something new rather than used, right?  New things have guarantees, warranties, and return policies.  I know with online vendors, sometimes what comes out of the box isn’t right—the wrong order, not what you expected, inferior quality, but if that’s the case, well, you can put it in the box and ship it back.  The customer is always right!

It doesn’t work that way on the islands. These past couple of weeks we’ve been making a lot of new purchases.  We recently moved into our new house and there are things it needs.  Moreover, we are preparing to receive new teammates, and their house also requires many new purchases to get it ready for them.  So over the past month we’ve done a fair amount of shopping.

New purchases never seem to go as planned on the islands.  Things are just more complicated, and we’ve learned to lower our expectations.  To begin with, we long ago gave up on the idea of finding “exactly what we want.”  Most of the time it’s just not possible.  We know that either it won’t be the exact size we wanted or maybe the color will be hideous or the quality won’t be as good as we wanted. Take our new house for example.  We wanted some pre-made curtains for the living room.  Before setting out, we agreed that whatever we found, we would probably not like it from an aesthetic viewpoint.  It was more about what we could tolerate. The selection is limited.  We are not talking about hundreds of options we are talking about a dozen options, distributed to about 4 or 5 shops around town with at most 3 options per shop.  The same goes for most purchases.  A shop rarely carries multiple versions of the same product.  If you want to see more options, you’ll have to hunt for another shop that carries it, where you may or may not find anything better.

Then there is taking it home and opening up the box.  Brace yourself—because there’s probably going to be a problem straight out of the box.  This is often because this is not the first time the product has left the box (they rarely discount the display models). Just this month we found that the new curtains didn’t quite match, there was a dent in the side of the new stove, a screw was missing from the new fan, and little bits of broken plastic came tinkling out with the new flashlight. This is par for the course. We swallow the disappointment and face the next wonderful question.  “Is it worth returning it?”

Comparing options

Returns are not a given on the islands.  We have purchased things, had them break within 5 minutes of use, returned the next day with the product and been refused a refund.  That happens all too frequently.  Sometimes you can get a promise before the purchase that they will take it back if it doesn’t work—but they are talking about a day or two.  If you come back after a week—forget it!  So when it comes out of the box without the screw, or the small dent, or the bits of plastic, we look it over and try to decide if we can make it work.  Can we get another screw?  Can we bang out the dent?  Was that little piece of plastic really necessary?  Basically, we start fixing it right out of the box. If it doesn’t seem like a big deal, we accept it, because we know that returning will most likely be a hassle!

So that contented feeling you get with a new purchase—we sometimes get that here on the islands, but it comes later.  After a few weeks, when the slightly mismatched curtains turn out to work fine or that dent in the oven is hardly noticeable, or when you really needed that flashlight and you realize “those little plastic pieces must not have been all that important after all because that flashlight worked when you needed it!”, that’s when you feel it.  If something is functional, and doesn’t completely break or break down weeks after purchase—that is a win! 

Not matching, but close enough!

So we can feel the joy of a well-made purchase, it just takes a little longer to appreciate it.

PRAYERS ANSWERED
We ended up having a harder week than we hoped. Both of us had a strong relapse of COVID symptoms that returned us to bed, but we are thankful now that we are improving and have our energy back! We are hopeful that now that we have passed the two-week mark, we won’t have any more setbacks. Both of our teammates are doing noticeably better. Our third teammate is set to come out of isolation tomorrow! The house for our new teammates has finished its needed renovations and most of the big purchases for house set-up have been made! Ma Imani had the chance to share with a friend that then passed on what she had learned, which led to Ma Imani being invited to a village where she was introduced to an old isolated brother (he had heard and accepted when he was a young student abroad). She will go back and study with his family!

PRAYERS REQUESTED
We have two new teammates arriving on Wednesday (Feb 10). Pray that their COVID tests would come back negative, that they would have no problems at immigration and that they would be able to make a same day connection from the big island to our island. Pray for our other teammate who will fly to the big island to facilitate their arrival. Once they arrive they will be staying at our house for the first week and a half for orientation. Pray that orientation would go well and that we would get along well as a household of 7! Island schools have all been closed! There is no online learning here, so please pray for all the bored island children stuck at home. Pray for the teachers that won’t be paid. Pray that these shut-down measures have an impact so  that this COVID surge on the islands will end soon! Continue to pray for the sick and the frontline medical workers. Our colleague doctor on the French island says the hospital there is completely full, no more beds!

Staying Inside

Megan awaiting COVID test

Some cultures are indoor cultures and some cultures are outdoor cultures.  Americans are mostly indoor people—at least the parts of America where I have lived.  We spend the majority of our time inside buildings.  We get outside for sports and walks and other leisure activities, but day-to-day life and work for most people are usually inside.

It’s not like that on the islands.  People simply prefer to be outside.  For instance, a shop owner will sit outside his shop most of the day, only going inside when a customer calls.  Carpenters, mechanics, welders, seamstresses, even computer and phone repair—often take place outside.  Sometimes it’s out on the street, sometimes it’s on a porch.  The fact that I am sitting in the living room and not outside on the porch while I write this reveals my American indoor tendencies.  People even prefer to watch television outside.  It’s not uncommon to find a crowd of people on the street at night watching sports or a movie on a television that has been set up in a doorway or brought out to the street.  Cooking is done outside too!  The house we used to live in had a large, spacious kitchen, but in preparations for the wedding, an outdoor kitchen was being added to the premises.  Islanders are outdoor people.

Science lesson on the porch

It has been my suspicion that this was why COVID has not done more damage here.  While in America we move from room to room most of the day (or air-conditioned space to air-conditioned space in the summer), islanders are outside almost all the time.  Could it be this helped flatten the curve?  Who knows?

We are dealing with a virus surge on the islands—the more virulent strain from South Africa.  Lots of people are getting sick.  Including our team.  For the past ten days, because I (Tom) tested positive, our family has been quarantining at home.  All three of our teammates have suffered COVID symptoms and are in various stages of recovery.  Many of our colleagues on the other islands have tested positive too.  

What’s the big deal?  10-14 days of isolation.  The whole world is doing it.  It’s the way things are these days—but somehow it feels different on the islands.  We know what it is to isolate.  We did it while we were in the States more than once.  Yet somehow, there it was easier.

On the islands, isolation just goes against so many of our routines—so many of our normals.  For the past week we’ve been turning people away from our door—generally keeping our gate closed—this is bizarre.  Normally we have people passing by, saying hello, picking up some library books, staying to chat, asking us English questions, asking to borrow something, asking for something to eat or drink.  All of that has been greatly curtailed this week.  

Then there is the aspect of not going out.  We realize that because of the outdoor culture, we are used to seeing lots of people.  Some of our visits are intentional, but a lot of them are incidental.  When we walk through town on our way to class or to buy something at a shop, we are bound to be greeted by numerous acquaintances, friends, students, and neighbors.  All these people are used to seeing us and we’re used to seeing them.  Our absence was surely noted.  Moreover, walking around town is our way of getting news.  We’re much more likely to hear about what’s going on from someone on the street than from a news source or facebook.  Apparently there was a big fire down at the port, but we didn’t hear about it for days.  

Baby geckos can't get COVID!

By the end of the week it was getting pretty tough.  Islanders were starting to call us and ask if we were alright.  (They noticed that we haven’t been seen.)  We would explain to them about isolating, since many islanders don’t really get it. They’d say, “You’re feeling better.  You can go back to doing what you want.” Ultimately we’d tell them that we will be out on the streets again soon.  Assuming no one else gets symptoms…Oh Lord, please let there be no more symptoms!

PRAYERS ANSWERED
Thank you so much for your prayers! Tom is feeling much better, no more symptoms. Megan got retested but still hasn’t heard the results (days later), but is also feeling much better. Thankfully the kids have not had symptoms. We continue to be thankful for our new house— we’ve gotten to know if pretty well this past week and continue to enjoy it. The newness of the house helped the quarantine time to pass quicker too. We were thankful that there was always one teammate healthy and not under quarantine at any given time so there was someone to call on to run errands. 



PRAYERS REQUESTED
Our teammates still struggle with COVID symptoms— two were feeling better but had a sudden return of their symptoms that sent them back to their beds. Pray for complete and full recoveries. We have two new teammates arriving on the islands on Feb 10— we are preparing to host them and working to set-up a home for them. Our preparations have been hampered somewhat by the team being sick and under quarantine. Pray that we would all be healthy and able to have everything ready for our new teammates and begin to pray for their transition to life and work on the islands. Our team’s annual proverb calendar has also been delayed by sickness. Pray that we would find printers that can do a good job and give us a fair price, and that it would be a blessing to the islands

Truth Among Lies: COVID Tales from the Islands

Tom awaiting COVID test

We are in the middle of a major COVID surge on the islands. We went from weeks of no new cases to it seeming like everyone is sick. (Tom tested positive on Friday.) Around the islands, there is so much false information mixed with truths that it feels like we are constantly facing an uphill battle as we try to convince our island friends and neighbors that COVID precautions and testing are needed.

• “This is normal for us. It is the season for fevers. Every year people get sick with fever and some people die. Some years are worse than others. Before they told us that it was malaria, some years they say it is dengue or chikungunya, this year they say coronavirus. It’s the season for fever.” There are a lot of seasonal fevers on the islands, and not everyone with fevers is testing positive for COVID. There probably are other viruses going around right now, after all it’s the season! But that doesn’t mean COVID isn’t here too and that precautions aren’t necessary!

• Our teammate, newly recovered from COVID, greeted some neighbors and told of her restored health. “You didn’t have corona, you’re not dead! In other countries there is coronavirus and everyone dies.” Before it felt like islanders didn’t take COVID seriously enough, so we stressed that people were dying in other countries and that it was serious! Maybe we overplayed it. Now we need to backtrack and let islanders know that just because they aren’t dying doesn’t mean they don’t have COVID and aren’t spreading it to others!

• “There’s not COVID here! It is just normal fevers, like dengue! The government just wants a reason to keep people at home, plus if they say we have COVID then they will get money from other countries. People are sick, but it’s not COVID.” It has been well documented that island government officials regularly skim off the top of any funds that pass through their hands. People list it as one of the main reasons to become a politician!

  

  Our boys playing in quarantine
  

• “My aunt died yesterday. I think it was COVID. No one will say that it was, but they know. They made us wear masks and use hand sanitizer at the funeral. They wouldn’t do that if it wasn’t COVID, they just don’t want to say it was.” Unfortunately COVID on the islands has become politicized and stigmatized. The island president is unpopular on our island. The president says there is COVID here. So, for some, talking about COVID has become synonymous with being a supporter of the island president, so they resist.

• One of our good friends who’s living on the big island sends a voice message, her breathing is a little shallow and she says she is sick. She was in close contact with someone that has tested positive for COVID, but she keeps saying she doesn’t know if it’s COVID, she doesn’t want to get tested. She’s afraid. If she gets tested then they may take her away. She’s living as a single mother. What would happen to her girls? How long would they keep her in some special COVID hospital? She doesn’t feel like she can risk it, so she doesn’t seek medical help. She prays. At the beginning of the pandemic, they were taking everyone who tested positive to another part of the island and quarantining them. There were stories of limited food and water. Now there are too many positive cases. They can’t quarantine everyone, but if she needed oxygen, it is possible that they might take her away and she might not be allowed home for weeks.

  

  Stragglers leaving schools after rumor
  

  
  

• I suddenly see a rush of school kids in the streets. They are yelling. Then there are parents heading towards schools. People are angry. I start to catch snippets. “They are forcing all the kids to get shots.” “The military police are going to make all the students get the COVID vaccine.” Our boys were sent home from school hours early. “Half my class was so scared, they were crying! Others were standing up and yelling at the teacher. I thought they might hit the teacher!,” our son shared.  All schools emptied that morning. Rumors on the islands are dangerous. We’re still not sure how this one came about. One report says they were teaching kids about COVID and that there was a misunderstanding.  Perhaps mention of a hoped for future school-wide vaccination program led to a panic response (island teachers sometimes threaten shots as a form of punishment). As I watched angry parents walking past, I tried to insist that most of Africa doesn’t even have the vaccine yet and it’s only for adults right now! But in the moment, the angry ones weren’t listening.  The rumor shut down schools around our town for the rest of the day.  The next day everyone sheepishly sent their kids back to school.

PRAYERS ANSWERED
We are very thankful that our new house has been a good fit.  We and the kids seem to be enjoying the new place and our neighbors have been great.  We are thankful that all of our teammates and colleagues who were sick last week with COVID have gotten through it and are recovering nicely and that they have the freedom to leave isolation.  We are happy to see that plans to receive two new members next month continue to move ahead despite the difficulties of the times.  We are thankful that, for whatever reason, talk of political unrest seems to have dissipated recently.

PRAYERS REQUESTED
On Friday, Tom started feeling sick.  We got him tested right away and sure enough, it was COVID.  So this is day 4 of symptoms for him.  We are thankful that his symptoms have been very mild—just a bit of fatigue and low fevers.  Pray that he would continue to have mild symptoms and that he would be symptom free soon. Megan tested negative with the rapid test, but has had some tightness in her chest. The family is isolating, which is hard on the kids.  But we are thankful that everyone else remains healthy and pray for them to continue to be so.  Pray for us to be kind to one another even though we are cooped up in a house together.  Also, one of the children of our colleagues on the big island started showing symptoms just as they were supposed to get out of quarantine.  Pray for a mild case and protection for that family as well.  Continue to pray for islanders—we hear of people  getting sick every day.  May the cases be mild and pass quickly, but may this time of uncertainty also open the doors of their hearts.

COVID-era Moving

Packing up the old house

We’ve been involved in a handful of island moves. Packing up a house may be long and painful, but in our experience the moving part is fast. We put the word out to our island friends, especially our student population which is predominantly strong, young men. A bunch of people come to the house, they grab everything and take it to a flatbed truck we’ve hired for a few hours. Neighbors often come and join the work crew. In no time, one house is empty. A short car ride is followed by a fast emptying of truck into the new house…and voila! You’re moved. Many hands make light work! Now the slow job of unpacking can begin…

So when we were planning on moving this month, it wasn’t the actual moving we were dreading, it was the packing and unpacking. But then COVID came back to the islands… Until a couple weeks ago, life on the islands was almost completely normal and our island had gone weeks with no cases. Now we hear coughing all over the place and more positive cases and deaths are reported every day. Suddenly the idea of calling on a bunch of people to help us move didn’t seem wise, safe or responsible.

We were only moving a block away, so a truck didn’t seem necessary. A truck would also be more likely to attract a crowd of helpers. Plus, a truck was for a fast move and we were coming to the conclusion that this move needed to be a slow and steady affair.

So we moved all day on Friday… and on Saturday.

We didn’t advertise what day(s) we were moving. Instead of packing lots of big boxes, we filled baskets with lighter loads so the kids could take them. We used our rolling luggage and had the kids push them down the street. We could move most of the house as a family… but not all. We have a fridge, a stove, and two bunkbeds. Megan has a bad back and shouldn’t ever help with stuff like that. The kids are getting big, but not that big.

Our lone helper!

So Tom had a friend who was able to show up. To minimize mutual exposure, we moved the heavy loads to the porch of the old house and then he and Tom took them to the new house’s porch. He helped for a couple hours on Friday and again on Saturday morning. 

Usually we thank our troop of moving-helpers with a soda and perhaps a small store-bought snack, but this lone helper had taken tons of heavy loads a full block away with intense island heat and humidity. So Tom took him out for lunch—island-style outdoor dining (aka a lady on the side of the road grilling chicken and fish and frying green bananas and breadfruit!).

Two moving days later and we are now settling into our new house! We can’t say we recommend the slow move. It’s long and there was an awkward night where we ate in one house, but showered and slept in the other. But COVID has forced us to be adaptable again, and with God’s provisions we made something work.

At the new house!

PRAYERS ANSWERED
We are very thankful for God providing two rainless days for our move! We are thankful for our one moving helper— he was great! We are thankful that Megan’s back was protected during all the moving stress. We are thankful that our new house seems to have good water (something we had questioned and worried about before taking it). We are thankful for our kids being good helpers despite us working them hard in the heat and humidity. We are thankful that so far there has been no violent unrest on the islands. We’re thankful that our family has not had any COVID symptoms.

PRAYERS REQUESTED
We now have two teammates and two other island colleagues that have tested positive for COVID. We also have several island contacts that are sick with COVID symptoms though unfortunately admitting that it is COVID and getting tested is politically charged on the islands and many islanders are confused about COVID versus other seasonal island illnesses. Our first morning in our new house we saw two funeral processionals pass by in a matter of minutes (which is not normal) with about half the people wearing masks. COVID is here!  Pray for mercy on the islands and for more islanders to take precautions seriously. We pray for a miraculously small number of severe cases and for quick recoveries. The translation work is moving back to online-only meetings, pray that their important work can continue uninterrupted. We would normally go and visit all our new neighbors and open our home to our neighbor kids… pray that we could still get to know and make positive impressions on our new neighbors without being spreaders of COVID!

Whisperings

 There is a new dynamic on the islands that we haven’t quite seen before. There are whisperings...

For now, life continues normally.

Whispering secrets or gossip isn’t new. Islanders don’t always want other people to hear what they are saying. But now there are widespread whisperings. Friends take us away from the street and whisper news and warnings.

The content of the whisperings isn’t new. They tell us about unrest on the islands and that people aren’t going to stand for it. They talk about how the current president must go. A couple months ago these same sentiments were shared loudly at our house and in shops, but now people talk in whispers.

Why whispers? If these sentiments are widespread and the everyone knows that unrest is inevitable, why the secrecy? Partially it is because they think major unrest is close. January 2021 has always been earmarked as a month of trouble. This is the month where there were supposed to be presidential elections that would have ended with the current island president stepping down. But under a dubious vote in 2018, the constitution was changed to allow the current president to stay in power. So there is no campaigning, no elections, no new president.  

Rains help break up the heat!

In 2018 (after the changing of the constitution), we woke up one morning to a day of protest that led to a week of us closed up in our house listening to occasional gunfire and explosives. The “rebels” didn’t win that fight. They fled but with a promise that come 2021 there’d be more trouble.

Well it’s 2021…and friends whisper to us to make sure we have lots of food at home. They tell us to not send our kids to school first thing in the morning until we know that the situation is safe. They warn us that the next morning things could start.

There have been many false alarms, but we appreciate them warning us anyways. We are thankful that there are islanders who care about us and want us to stay safe. Better a false alarm than an unpleasant surprise. 

Birthday hike to falls!

No major unrest has happened, but there have been movement of soldiers and the arrests and imprisonment of journalists and political opponents. There is the fear that if you are caught talking too loudly that you could be taken in next and questioned about how you got your information. So islanders are careful to whom they talk and they whisper.

We’re not sure how this story will end on the islands. Sometimes in the past there has been a lot of talk and no action. But that week of listening to gunfire in 2018 has taught us that open conflict is possible here too.

So we stay alert and we pray for peace and for good and just governance!

PRAYERS ANSWERED
The women’s gathering went well and plans were made for February to meet again as a large group while smaller groups meet more often. We found a house for our new teammates coming in February! We are already in the process of creating a contract with the landlord! Our new house seems ready for us to move in too! We’re thankful for a fun time celebrating Megan’s birthday this past week!

PRAYERS REQUESTED
Pray with us for peace and justice on the islands and around the world! Please continue to pray for all the islands as COVID returns but especially the smallest island which continues to be cut off from the other islands and where COVID seems widespread now. We continue to hear reports of new cases and deaths. May our colleagues and island brothers and sisters there be a light in this dark and difficult time. One of our teammates has a low-grade fever and is self-isolating— pray that she can get a COVID test and that it will be negative so she can rejoin life.  Please pray for our move on Friday/Saturday— that it would go smoothly, that our kids would do well in the transition and that Megan’s back wouldn’t be aggravated. Pray that we would make good first impressions with our new neighbors and form good patterns of living among them.

My Friend the Pharisee

 He didn’t mean to send the message to me.  He accidentally included me on his New Years distribution list. But I’m glad he did.  It was an insight into where his heart is:

English Club- Fakhadi is a regular

“Bad News!” it said, “We are duped year after year!  Unfortunately, we see so many of them joining with the infidels celebrating the New Year.  They go out practically nude, in the middle of the night, to the parties, mixing illicitly with loud music.  They have no shame. They fornicate.  They are like beasts—worse than beasts.”  

“We have been made to believe that the week begins on Monday which is completely false.  We are being tricked.  The week begins on Saturday....How will you be blessed if you disobey the first day?…"

“Don’t accept the concept of a New Year’s resolution...If you haven’t changed today or tomorrow, how will you change next year?  What’s so special about the next year?  Do not be duped by Satan.  Don’t let a new year be the cause of your change.”

I wish you could know Fakhadi like I know him.  He’s tall for an islander and proud of his lighter skin and longer Arab-like features—a wide smile, long face, strong chin, large nose.   He is a young man in his mid-twenties.  Bright, polite and friendly, he is both ready to learn and ready to teach.  He is also fiercely proud, convinced in his faith and his own righteousness, eager to tell others the errors of their ways. And he is my friend.

I often don’t know what to do with him.  Sometimes I want to shake him for the ridiculous arguments that he makes.  Other times I wonder at his blindness.  I wish I could get him to read  the Word, but he refuses.  He will tell me it is corrupted and full of errors and will not listen to the logical arguments I make to refute these lies.  He tells me he doesn’t need to read anything else because his book contains all truth including all science, biology, astronomy, geology, etc,  based on a handful of obscure verses—an argument so baseless it stumps me every time.  

New Years Eve fun & games in our team

Fakhadi is the closest I’ve come to knowing a real live Pharisee.  Now, we all resemble Pharisees at times.  We all have a tendency to fool ourselves, to look to the letter of the law rather than the heart of the law, to think ourselves righteous and better than others, to act religiously superior.  We all do this to a certain extent, but Fakhadi embraces the role.  He really does think he is religiously superior to those around him—and flaunts it.  He holds to the letter of the law and is often blind to its sense.  He is so convinced of his rightness, he cannot see his own pride which is obvious to everyone around him.  Though I remember, we hardly ever see the log in our own eye, do we?

And yet we meet and talk.  He is a great language helper, so he helps me with my language study.  He likes to talk about religion, but he is also careful with me.  He does not wish to offend me, so he keeps his complete thoughts to himself (as I do with him) when we talk in person. Yet, over messages and email, we seem to have more freedom to speak our mind.  I see him as a young man trying to do what is right with the knowledge and strength that he has.  For now, he gets by, but I know one day, his own strength will fail him.  I wonder what he thinks of my life.  Is my witness a challenge to him?  I imagine I’m a bit of a mystery, but it’s hard to be sure.  He generally wants to meet with me.  He is genuinely disappointed when my schedule keeps me away or I cut our time short.  He values my friendship and I his.  Sometimes I think he likes me because he sees me as a challenge to be won over to his way of thinking.  (I probably like him, to some extent, for the same reason.) But our friendship is real.  I wish I could get him to read the accounts of the Pharisees, but so far he has refused.  Then again, I’m not sure it would do any good.  He might miss the forest for the trees.  But there’s still a chance.  There was a Paul and a Nicodemus among the Pharisees.  Maybe, one day, there will be a Fakhadi too.  

PRAYERS ANSWERED
Our teammates have a new steel door in place of the old flimsy one.  Hopefully we won’t have any more problems with break-ins.  Our colleagues were finally able to travel to Madagascar with their newborn after months and months of waiting!  Family and friends were waiting for them and now they can finally get a passport for their baby boy and renew their own passports.  It rained today, which helped cool off some of the sweltering heat!  Our boys continue to adjust well to local school. Thanks for praying!  


PRAYERS REQUESTED
Pray that Fakhadi would show a new openness and agree to read our book.  Pray for others like him who have never heard of another way of life.  There is going to be a women’s gathering on Wednesday- pray that our time of study together would be encouraging and uniting. We are getting ready to move to our new house mid-month, pray for our preparations.  We are getting ready to receive new team members in early February.  Pray that we find a good house for them.  The small island has been put on lockdown and cut off from the other islands. We hear of more positive cases and even some deaths every day.  Pray for the our friends and colleagues on the small island— life is hard for them right now and they anticipate lots of shortages of supplies before too long. We have heard of a few new cases here on our island too now.  Pray that the lockdown would be effective in containing the virus and that we would not see a new wave hit the islands.